This is purely a vent. All names will not be censored to conceal the identities of those innocent and guilty. That's just not how I work.
So, I got a call a few days ago to help out a friend.
Here are a few clarifications:
Josh Villarreal has a friend named Jonathan Copeman and he's married to Elvia.
Elvia wants a divorce.
Elvia asked Josh to help her find someone to do a favour.
Josh asked me to do the favour.
I agreed.
Damn... did I get myself into some really deep shit.
Ok, Saturday night was when Elvia decided it was a good time to fake some Facebook drama so she can have "proof" so she can feel confident filing for divorce. Little did I know that our acting would be so convincing, because I got people I don't even know on my ass fighting me. Even Elizabeth Ruiz, a girl i was really nice to, talked super shit about me, and I didn't do anything to her:
"Well yeah, I hear she's a whore anyways she's liKe what 16 17 maybe?... Sounds liKe another charity welfare case to me... I bet money she'll be prego w/in 2yrs. They way she seems to be sluttin around town... I mean Damn there aint any dudes in Pearland/Alvin she aint tapped... She's gotta resort to Liverpool.. Pathetic*"
Hmmm, nice, except, Liz, your argument is based on me acting like a slut, not me actually being a slut. And another clarification: the only two people I know in Alvin is 1. a girl in my troop that goes to Manville, and 2. a guy that sells pot to a friend of mine. I didn't "tap" either of them, thank you very much. I only had sex twice in my damn life. Yeah, that's totally me fucking every guy in the Pearland/Alvin area.
The other person attacking me is Rebecca Copeman. I actually don't know her except as Jonathan's sister:
"Haha damn well said well said that's y she is jealous cause Jonathan don't want nothing to do with her ass so she is pissed cause he the only guy who won't let her tap it haha he's all elvias might I say tht elvia is FUCKING SEXY and th most coolest girl ever I love you sis "
Im not jealous. I would NEVER have sex with Jonathan. I only said that shit because Elvia wanted me to. I might not have some hardcore proof that it's true, I know in my head and heart that it is. I'm not a terrible person trying to break up a marriage, I'm the terrible person doinig a favour for a stranger.
Now... What does Liz have to say?
"Dude, she broke up w/ one (of the many ;P )of my guy friend b/c he wouldn't have sex w/ he until she was legal in T.X- which is 17.. What a disease ridden nasty ChicK"
What do I have to say to that? Sex has nothing to do with Josh Rutland and I breaking up. And he is one of the two people I had sex with. The first one was like four years ago with Peter Trebles. Yes, I lost my virginity at 13, say what you want, but also notice I didn't have any sex for, what, about 3 years before I had sex with Josh. I broke up with Josh because I wasn't ready to be engaged and I was scared and confused. I stayed up every night regretting my decision to break up with him because I truly, with my entire heart, loved him. Oh, and I'm disease free, thanks. That's what happens when you basically have no sex. Isn't that how it works?
Rebecca:
"It's alright I got my sisters back I aint goin to let some bitch fuck with her you either don't worry elvia me and Lizz got ur back girl we love yah"
Elvia doesn't need your back because she asked me to do this in the first place. She knows I wasn't serious. Sheesh...
Liz:
"Yeah, but she won't really need it.. That chicK aint competition.. She's still a teenager & she's Fat.. Can you imagine when she gets older & loses her metabolism :O.. I'm sure we'll see her on T.V. in a couple of years- on Maury waddlin on stage playin that game_ whose my baby's Daddy?..."
I'm fat, yes, you think I don't know that? I do shower and look in the mirror everyday, don't you know. I'm ok with being fat. I rather be fat than fucking kill myself over every little thing I eat or do, unlike my cousin Argelia Ayala. Sure, losing weight sounds like a great idea, how come I didn't think of that? Dumb bitch I have thought about it. I walk fucking two miles or more almost every fucking day. And the Maury show? I much rather be on Jerry Springer. And I'll know who my baby's daddy is, when I decide to have children after I get married. I bet you'll say something like "no one will marry your fat ass." Fair enough, then I'll just have no children.
Well isn't this fun? Let's see what else I can find....
Oh, here's one from Jonathan himself:
"Bitch i don't even know your bitch ass goin to my wife sayin I love you and I wana fuck you all I know is why you lying for you little skank and if you talk to us again you will regret it if you realy want a dick I'm sure your dad will give it to you cuz no one wants your fat ass but him"
Yes, I was lying, that's the whole point of the performance. It's acting, and she wanted me to pretend to be a slut saying that you wanna get with me so she can have a reason to DIVORCE YOUR WHITE FUCKING ASS! Talk to your wife, sir. She doesn't want to be with you anymore and I'm not the reason.
John Ruiz:
"Bitch do you realize how fuckin nasty you are only17 an already a hoe and home wrecker if you were going for the title of sluttiest girl in brazoria you win.I live on stone Rd hit me up if you wanna work my corner"
Who the fuck are you? I don't remember mentioning a mother fucking John Ruiz come out of my fucking mouth. Get out of my mother fucking business!! Yes, I'm 17, and I'm not really a slut. I didn't actually mean those things I said. If i did, I wouldn't be here trying to defend myself.
So there you have it, world. The truth. Read it and weep.
Monday, November 1, 2010
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
There's No Place Like Home
It has been in the front of my mind how much I want to go home. Sure, I like living here, but I do miss my friends back in Texas. I think it is SO not fair that in the most important year of high school I had to transfer. It makes me want to cry.
Yes, yes, I do have some friends, like Carlos Acosta who likes to call me the night before the math homework is due and ask a bunch of questions to make sure he gets it. It's kind of cute, to be honest.
There's also Gina Gkoulgkountina, who is actually REALLY smart and she has a few cute little idiosyncracies. She motivates me to do better in school, partly because I'm used to competing.
What you might not know about Pearland: you have to compete with Asians if you want to be in the top percent of your class. That means some REAL ass-kicking studying. Tejas Dave and Chris Leba would agree. Just ask them.
Anyways, I was accepted into Phi Beta Chi, the school's science honour society. I feel accomplished :D
Another thing: Ferguson is RETARDED!!! There's this law that says that there can only be 25 students in a classroom, but there isn't enough teachers to accomplish that, and I have Drafting III Honours instead of Spanish. Why? Because they are RETARDED!! They got the words SPANISH and DRAFTING mixed up, so when the drafting teacher finally comes back from wherever he is, I'm screwed. By the time they change my schedule to actually FIX it, instead of leveling the classes (which by the way, they changed my schedule ONLY for leveling since two of my classes had more than 25 students), it will be the end of the semester. Gir, I can kick a baby!!! I want to go back to Pearland!!!
("Come back to Texas! It's just not the same since you went away, before you lose your accent, and forget about the Lone Star State!" -Bowling for Soup)
Who I want to talk about today is my English teacher: Mr. Ledesma. No, I do not have a crush on him, although he is quite attractive. NO! There's a real reason why I like him as a teacher, and it has nothing to do with his sadistic, sarcastic, and dark sense of humour.
Mr. Ledesma is all into getting us ready for college. I mean, he has a thing called a "Word-O'-Matic" where he takes a bunch of words that mean kind of the same thing and throw them into a category with a ridiculous name. It is quite helpful in writing essays, and to know for the SATs and ACTs. It's like, he doesn't only want to focus on ONLY the AP part of AP English Language and Composition, he wants us to succeed in college and life. For that, I say thank you.
Here's his website (yeah, he made a website for his students!): http://www.hoorayforenglish.com/
At school (a completely different subject), I seem to eat alone at lunch. It's so unfortunate. I either sit somewhere al by myself where no one can see me, or I walk around until I find someone to stand with, whuch is hard because I don't have many friends.
Why don't I have many friends? I think like half my school is full of idiots. The only people I don't think are stupid are in my AP Biology classes (there's a lab and a lecture class) and Pre-Cal Honours class, although that can be debated. I don't know why stupidity makes me so mad. It just makes my blood boil!
Hot Topic of the day: Halloween
I love Halloween, to be honest. I don't understand why anyone wouldn't. I mean, it's scary, bloody, gory, and all that fun stuff. This year I'm going to be a sexy kitty!!!!!!!!!!! (Yes, I'm excited). There's nothing really to debate here, unless you want to talk about all the religious junk, but that's not really fun. The point of Halloween is to dress up to be someone you usually aren't.
Even the Macho Men get scared, so don't be embarrassed if you scream in a haunted house.
Anyways, I wish I can write more, but homework is calling!
Relationship Status: It's a secret!!! :O
Birthday: Sept. 25th!! Just turned 17!!!
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Yes, yes, I do have some friends, like Carlos Acosta who likes to call me the night before the math homework is due and ask a bunch of questions to make sure he gets it. It's kind of cute, to be honest.
There's also Gina Gkoulgkountina, who is actually REALLY smart and she has a few cute little idiosyncracies. She motivates me to do better in school, partly because I'm used to competing.
What you might not know about Pearland: you have to compete with Asians if you want to be in the top percent of your class. That means some REAL ass-kicking studying. Tejas Dave and Chris Leba would agree. Just ask them.
Anyways, I was accepted into Phi Beta Chi, the school's science honour society. I feel accomplished :D
Another thing: Ferguson is RETARDED!!! There's this law that says that there can only be 25 students in a classroom, but there isn't enough teachers to accomplish that, and I have Drafting III Honours instead of Spanish. Why? Because they are RETARDED!! They got the words SPANISH and DRAFTING mixed up, so when the drafting teacher finally comes back from wherever he is, I'm screwed. By the time they change my schedule to actually FIX it, instead of leveling the classes (which by the way, they changed my schedule ONLY for leveling since two of my classes had more than 25 students), it will be the end of the semester. Gir, I can kick a baby!!! I want to go back to Pearland!!!
("Come back to Texas! It's just not the same since you went away, before you lose your accent, and forget about the Lone Star State!" -Bowling for Soup)
Who I want to talk about today is my English teacher: Mr. Ledesma. No, I do not have a crush on him, although he is quite attractive. NO! There's a real reason why I like him as a teacher, and it has nothing to do with his sadistic, sarcastic, and dark sense of humour.
Mr. Ledesma is all into getting us ready for college. I mean, he has a thing called a "Word-O'-Matic" where he takes a bunch of words that mean kind of the same thing and throw them into a category with a ridiculous name. It is quite helpful in writing essays, and to know for the SATs and ACTs. It's like, he doesn't only want to focus on ONLY the AP part of AP English Language and Composition, he wants us to succeed in college and life. For that, I say thank you.
Here's his website (yeah, he made a website for his students!): http://www.hoorayforenglish.com/
At school (a completely different subject), I seem to eat alone at lunch. It's so unfortunate. I either sit somewhere al by myself where no one can see me, or I walk around until I find someone to stand with, whuch is hard because I don't have many friends.
Why don't I have many friends? I think like half my school is full of idiots. The only people I don't think are stupid are in my AP Biology classes (there's a lab and a lecture class) and Pre-Cal Honours class, although that can be debated. I don't know why stupidity makes me so mad. It just makes my blood boil!
Hot Topic of the day: Halloween
I love Halloween, to be honest. I don't understand why anyone wouldn't. I mean, it's scary, bloody, gory, and all that fun stuff. This year I'm going to be a sexy kitty!!!!!!!!!!! (Yes, I'm excited). There's nothing really to debate here, unless you want to talk about all the religious junk, but that's not really fun. The point of Halloween is to dress up to be someone you usually aren't.
Even the Macho Men get scared, so don't be embarrassed if you scream in a haunted house.
Anyways, I wish I can write more, but homework is calling!
Relationship Status: It's a secret!!! :O
Birthday: Sept. 25th!! Just turned 17!!!
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Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Long Overdue Hello
Oh, it's been so long since I posted, and I really do promise that this time I'll REALLY be better at posting. I've been so swamped with homeowrk and everything. Man.
Anyways, Last Monday (Aug. 23) was my first day of school at John A. Ferguson Sr. High. Man, is that school overcrowded! There's about 4,300 students that go to my school, and for as large as it is, you still get caught up in awful traffic.
Here's my school, incase you want to see it:
Pretty right? Well there's TWO more buildings that you can't see, and all the buildings are three stories tall. It's really big, and lunch time, it's a massive wave of kids. At least Pearland was smart enough to have three lunches and two cafeterias. Here, there's one or two small (and I mean small) cafeterias and some places outside you can eat, but there's 2,000 students trying to eat lunch at the same time!
Moving on, I have eight periods, but we have block scheduling, so I only have four periods a day for ninety minutes each. There's A day and B day as well, which helps keep what classes you have in order.
A Day: Periods 1,3,5, and 7
B Day: Periods 2,4,6 and 8
Now you kind of understand? I hope so.
I like the school itself, and all my teachers are really nice and funny, but I still don't have anyone that I would call my friend. Sure, there are my friends I had in summer camp, but I hardly see/speak to them. This is where I miss Pearland the most: I would NEVER have lunch alone. I always had a friend to eat with when I needed one. I always had a friend with me, period. The only time I was friendless was when I was walking to class, but I don't mind walking to class alone. I just wish I had someone to talk to and hang out with.
Lauren, Courtney, you both need to transfer and keep me company.
But there's also Cody, Tory, Junior, Alec, Taylor, Bri, Tejas, Andrea, and everyone else (that has touched my life that I can't name here because I'm pressed for time) that need to come here too. Oh, I have an idea! Us Oilers should overrun the Falcons! Muahahahahahaha, wouldn't that be fun?
I have discovered something new as well, but it's not really "new," but new to me.
Paulo Genitiano.
Paulo has always been there for me, and I love him. He makes me smile :D
I didn't think anyone could make me all warm and fuzzy after everyting that happened with Josh, but Paulo pulled it off. Pulled it off well, too. He's the best.
There's also Jon-Michael. What a sweet guy. I almost feel bad he loves me, to be honest. I do love him, but I don't think he loves me the same. He loves me more, and I know it. Poor kid.
Hot Topic of the day: AP Classes
Ok, right off the bat I'll tell you, if you take AP classes
a.) You are the equivalent of a college freshman
b.) Your life isn't over
c.) It's not so totally hard if you know how to study
and
d.) It's WAY better than regular class.
If you considered taking AP classes and you didn't, I think you just screwed yourself. How can you not take an AP class because you're lazy? This is a great chance to prove that you are college material in high school. Do you think that colleges are going to pick your 4.0 with all regular classes over another one's 3.8 with mostly AP classes? No, of course not! You're insane if you think you can get into a school like Harvard with a grade like that.
Also, these classes basically prepare you for college. By the time you set up your dorm all pretty and bought all your used books, the studying wouldn't be such a hassle.
Procrastinators beware: You can't pass a test in an AP class when you studied for it the night before. Trust me, Mr. Layne's class was constant failure on my part because I didn't allow myself to read the book over the week, but rather, the night before. I'm surprised I passed.
Movie Review!
Toy Story 3
Rating: 3 out of 3 stars
This HAS to be the best Toy Story out of all three.
This tells the story about Woody and the gang (obviously) and how Andy is going away to college. The toys accidently get donated to a day care instead of being put in the attic and when they realised that the day care wasn't heaven, they try to escape.
The Last Airbender
Rating: 4 out of 11 stars
I'm not going to bore you with all the details, because if you were my friend, you watched at least the first season of this TV show, and that's basically all the movie is.
What I didn't like is how they got the races wrong. Katara was dark skinned and in the movie she was fair skinned, just like how Zuko was fair skinned and in the show and dark in the movie. Instead of airbending, they were racebending!
I wish I had more to say, but I'm kind of in the middle of cleaning my room up some. It's a total mess!!! Although I can live with the mess, but pater can't. He likes a clean house, and a clean room.
Relationship Status: Single but happy
Birthday: Sept. 25th!! (It's coming up now!!)
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Anyways, Last Monday (Aug. 23) was my first day of school at John A. Ferguson Sr. High. Man, is that school overcrowded! There's about 4,300 students that go to my school, and for as large as it is, you still get caught up in awful traffic.
Here's my school, incase you want to see it:
Pretty right? Well there's TWO more buildings that you can't see, and all the buildings are three stories tall. It's really big, and lunch time, it's a massive wave of kids. At least Pearland was smart enough to have three lunches and two cafeterias. Here, there's one or two small (and I mean small) cafeterias and some places outside you can eat, but there's 2,000 students trying to eat lunch at the same time!
Moving on, I have eight periods, but we have block scheduling, so I only have four periods a day for ninety minutes each. There's A day and B day as well, which helps keep what classes you have in order.
A Day: Periods 1,3,5, and 7
B Day: Periods 2,4,6 and 8
Now you kind of understand? I hope so.
I like the school itself, and all my teachers are really nice and funny, but I still don't have anyone that I would call my friend. Sure, there are my friends I had in summer camp, but I hardly see/speak to them. This is where I miss Pearland the most: I would NEVER have lunch alone. I always had a friend to eat with when I needed one. I always had a friend with me, period. The only time I was friendless was when I was walking to class, but I don't mind walking to class alone. I just wish I had someone to talk to and hang out with.
Lauren, Courtney, you both need to transfer and keep me company.
But there's also Cody, Tory, Junior, Alec, Taylor, Bri, Tejas, Andrea, and everyone else (that has touched my life that I can't name here because I'm pressed for time) that need to come here too. Oh, I have an idea! Us Oilers should overrun the Falcons! Muahahahahahaha, wouldn't that be fun?
I have discovered something new as well, but it's not really "new," but new to me.
Paulo Genitiano.
Paulo has always been there for me, and I love him. He makes me smile :D
I didn't think anyone could make me all warm and fuzzy after everyting that happened with Josh, but Paulo pulled it off. Pulled it off well, too. He's the best.
There's also Jon-Michael. What a sweet guy. I almost feel bad he loves me, to be honest. I do love him, but I don't think he loves me the same. He loves me more, and I know it. Poor kid.
Hot Topic of the day: AP Classes
Ok, right off the bat I'll tell you, if you take AP classes
a.) You are the equivalent of a college freshman
b.) Your life isn't over
c.) It's not so totally hard if you know how to study
and
d.) It's WAY better than regular class.
If you considered taking AP classes and you didn't, I think you just screwed yourself. How can you not take an AP class because you're lazy? This is a great chance to prove that you are college material in high school. Do you think that colleges are going to pick your 4.0 with all regular classes over another one's 3.8 with mostly AP classes? No, of course not! You're insane if you think you can get into a school like Harvard with a grade like that.
Also, these classes basically prepare you for college. By the time you set up your dorm all pretty and bought all your used books, the studying wouldn't be such a hassle.
Procrastinators beware: You can't pass a test in an AP class when you studied for it the night before. Trust me, Mr. Layne's class was constant failure on my part because I didn't allow myself to read the book over the week, but rather, the night before. I'm surprised I passed.
Movie Review!
Toy Story 3
Rating: 3 out of 3 stars
This HAS to be the best Toy Story out of all three.
This tells the story about Woody and the gang (obviously) and how Andy is going away to college. The toys accidently get donated to a day care instead of being put in the attic and when they realised that the day care wasn't heaven, they try to escape.
The Last Airbender
Rating: 4 out of 11 stars
I'm not going to bore you with all the details, because if you were my friend, you watched at least the first season of this TV show, and that's basically all the movie is.
What I didn't like is how they got the races wrong. Katara was dark skinned and in the movie she was fair skinned, just like how Zuko was fair skinned and in the show and dark in the movie. Instead of airbending, they were racebending!
I wish I had more to say, but I'm kind of in the middle of cleaning my room up some. It's a total mess!!! Although I can live with the mess, but pater can't. He likes a clean house, and a clean room.
Relationship Status: Single but happy
Birthday: Sept. 25th!! (It's coming up now!!)
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Monday, July 26, 2010
nemo saltat sobrius
Translation: Nobody dances sober
It's been a good couple weeks since my last post, and I'm sorry. It's been quite eventful at times, especially the weekends. The significance of this latin phrase is that there is none. Basically, I just like to say that nobody does anything with a completely sober mind, even if they are sober. They are drived by a force that intoxicates them, whether it's passion, love, or rage.
Last weekend was my father's birthday. He just turned 35. Congradulations! But I must say, father, with the utmost respect, that you are a very very grumpy young person. You act 60 more than you do 35, and no one believes it when you say your 31. I love you!
So for his birthday, we went to Naples. Saturday we hung out at the resort and played in the pool basically all day, then at night we had a fabulous party in one of the rooms. We danced intoxicated. Even I did, but I wasn't drinking. I was intoxicated with the need to feel whole. The need to feel a part of something and to get out of my mind for once. Then we went to chill out at the pool, but only a few of us, because my father went to bed early with my step mom. Sitting in that pool chair, staring at the stars, I wondered if anyone else saw the beauty I saw, and for as much as I wish I could have stared at the cosmos longer, my father called me to come back to the room to sleep. It was 2:34am. I was not tired, just feeling alone.
On sunday, we went to the beach. I almost forgot how beautiful the beaches were there. And I have to admit, the ice cream cake tasted better today than the night before. The sun and the beauty made everything better. I didn't even care that the kids almost drowned me! (Those dang gooselings!!)
It was a wonderful day, and I wish it could have lasted forever.
Monday wasn't great. My step mom wanted me to babysit and I didn't think it was fair. She always asked me if I was ok with babysitting, and I always say "yeah, that's fine" because I'm a nice person. I never want to be expected to do something, especially something that I don't get paid for doing. See, last summer my step mom told me she was going to pay me to babysit Melanie (my little sister) and Denise (her little sister) and I never saw a dime, so of course I was mad that she wanted to leave them here so I can babysit them. I'm not crazy. I don't want to be taken advantage of, because I have been, and it's not fun. You tell me, was I crazy to tell her no when she wanted me to babysit without asking?
Of course she was mad at me and ignored me the rest of the day.
This weekend was fun too, after my father got the boat completely fix. I fell asleep at the beach waiting. It was a nice nap. We boated at night and we had a fabulous time!!
Yesterday, we took the boat out for the whole day. By the end of the day, I was exhausted. We went out for dinner and afterwards, the girls asked if they could sleep over my dad's house. At this time, I then offered to babysit, thinking my step mom was over what happened last week, but I was wrong. She laughed as if I was joking, and I will admit, I was very pissed. When I told her that I like to be asked to babysit or offer to, I don't mind and she said "no, I don't want to talk about it," so I left to the car. That was very rude, in my opinion, and I felt very humiliated. I wanted to do something nice for her, because she's done nice things for me, and she shot me down by laughing in my face. That is the last nice thing I'll ever offer her if all she's going to do is laugh at me.
Today, I spoke to Josh Rutland for the first time in weeks. See, yesterday I texted him about a dream I had of him and how much I was sorry, and he texted back "It's over. Leave me alone. You messed up, deal with it." I forced myself the whole day not to cry, and magically I did. This morning he texted me, apologising for what he had said, and I appreciate that. But then I also found out that he had a girlfriend, and he never told me. I wonder why it was so easy for him to move on and I still fight the urge to cry when someone talks about him. Maybe he is right and I'm just too damn emotional. He said he was going to give me a second chance, but I don't know if that's ever going to happen because there's no way in hell he's going to break up with his girlfriend for me, and I don't expect him to. He was just saying it to make me feel better, but I feel worse.
So, I think I'm going to go to my grandmother's house or something to get my mind off of everything. I'll even get to see my son Shark again. I bet he's gotten huge. I want to find happiness, so hopefully I will.
Today's hot topic: Trolling
For those of you who don't know, trolling is a term used by people online when they are mean to other members of a website or message board, and such. I've experienced trolling first hand a few years back when I used a Green Day message board, and this girl, I honestly can't remember her name, started bashing me for no reason at all, saying that I was invading her conversation and such like that. I brushed it off, because it doesn't really mean anything. It's just a feud online.
But then I was the one trolling now on Vampire Freaks. Here, I'm just going to use fake names to protect those involved since I don't really know them, but basically there was a girl, Jessica, and she posted a video about how she's pregnant and this guy, Jason, left or something and messed up her life. She said that she was going to call the cops on him and charge statutory rape if he doesn't call her. Me, and a lot of other people, started to bash her, and she retaliated with a really bizzar story about how she grew up, which it mostly sounds fabricated for sympathy. Then she made a video of her crying and apologising to this guy because he wouldn't pick up the phone. Of course we all made fun of her because of that too, and in my signature, I have an icon of her crying, because to me, it was just pathetic. In my opinion, I don't understand why he would go back to her, but I think he did? Anyways, that's not the point, because with Jessica gone, I was the next victim. Sure, I deserved to have gotten yelled at because of my innappropriate use of emotes on that site, but damn, Heather, as I will call her, was quick to try to ban me from the cult. For whatever reason I was the administrator, and of higher rank than her, I don't know why, so she couldn't. Instead, I got demoted and now I'm just a member, but I didn't appreciate that she mad a poll asking if she SHOULD ban me. Lucky for me, everyone who voted said no. They just all said that I should be off staff, and I agreed. I didn't care if I was a staff member for that cult. All the most active members are trolls.
The most interesting part of this though, is that my friend had a conversation and apparently she was threatened to stop trolling or she was going to get deleted and banned from the website!! Everyone, including me, that were friends with her laughed and backed her up, but there were a couple that were like "ohhh trolling is stupid, you should really stop!" And in all reality, trolling will never stop. People get pissed off at people all the time. People troll online, people troll in real life, everyone is a troll. Even the nicest of people trolled once or twice, so this is where I say that people need to grow a pair and get over it. People are mean. Even your friends are mean. Family members are mean. You can't expect everyone to be nice. Yes, if you're a victim of trolling, it hurts, but just know that you, in some way, shape, or form, are a troll too.
Movie Review!!
So the weekend after my last post, we saw a movie!
Despicable Me
Rating: 8 and 3/4 out of 9 stars
This movie is about an evil villan who adopts 3 girls to assist in his evil plan. As he got to know the girls, he started to love them and be a father towards him. There's also another evil guy that's trying to steal his plan. That's basically the story line without giving up too much information. I really want you guys to go see it!!!! Sorry if my reviews suck, but this was a really funny movie, so you sould go see it and laugh your ass off!
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It's been a good couple weeks since my last post, and I'm sorry. It's been quite eventful at times, especially the weekends. The significance of this latin phrase is that there is none. Basically, I just like to say that nobody does anything with a completely sober mind, even if they are sober. They are drived by a force that intoxicates them, whether it's passion, love, or rage.
Last weekend was my father's birthday. He just turned 35. Congradulations! But I must say, father, with the utmost respect, that you are a very very grumpy young person. You act 60 more than you do 35, and no one believes it when you say your 31. I love you!
So for his birthday, we went to Naples. Saturday we hung out at the resort and played in the pool basically all day, then at night we had a fabulous party in one of the rooms. We danced intoxicated. Even I did, but I wasn't drinking. I was intoxicated with the need to feel whole. The need to feel a part of something and to get out of my mind for once. Then we went to chill out at the pool, but only a few of us, because my father went to bed early with my step mom. Sitting in that pool chair, staring at the stars, I wondered if anyone else saw the beauty I saw, and for as much as I wish I could have stared at the cosmos longer, my father called me to come back to the room to sleep. It was 2:34am. I was not tired, just feeling alone.
On sunday, we went to the beach. I almost forgot how beautiful the beaches were there. And I have to admit, the ice cream cake tasted better today than the night before. The sun and the beauty made everything better. I didn't even care that the kids almost drowned me! (Those dang gooselings!!)
It was a wonderful day, and I wish it could have lasted forever.
Monday wasn't great. My step mom wanted me to babysit and I didn't think it was fair. She always asked me if I was ok with babysitting, and I always say "yeah, that's fine" because I'm a nice person. I never want to be expected to do something, especially something that I don't get paid for doing. See, last summer my step mom told me she was going to pay me to babysit Melanie (my little sister) and Denise (her little sister) and I never saw a dime, so of course I was mad that she wanted to leave them here so I can babysit them. I'm not crazy. I don't want to be taken advantage of, because I have been, and it's not fun. You tell me, was I crazy to tell her no when she wanted me to babysit without asking?
Of course she was mad at me and ignored me the rest of the day.
This weekend was fun too, after my father got the boat completely fix. I fell asleep at the beach waiting. It was a nice nap. We boated at night and we had a fabulous time!!
Yesterday, we took the boat out for the whole day. By the end of the day, I was exhausted. We went out for dinner and afterwards, the girls asked if they could sleep over my dad's house. At this time, I then offered to babysit, thinking my step mom was over what happened last week, but I was wrong. She laughed as if I was joking, and I will admit, I was very pissed. When I told her that I like to be asked to babysit or offer to, I don't mind and she said "no, I don't want to talk about it," so I left to the car. That was very rude, in my opinion, and I felt very humiliated. I wanted to do something nice for her, because she's done nice things for me, and she shot me down by laughing in my face. That is the last nice thing I'll ever offer her if all she's going to do is laugh at me.
Today, I spoke to Josh Rutland for the first time in weeks. See, yesterday I texted him about a dream I had of him and how much I was sorry, and he texted back "It's over. Leave me alone. You messed up, deal with it." I forced myself the whole day not to cry, and magically I did. This morning he texted me, apologising for what he had said, and I appreciate that. But then I also found out that he had a girlfriend, and he never told me. I wonder why it was so easy for him to move on and I still fight the urge to cry when someone talks about him. Maybe he is right and I'm just too damn emotional. He said he was going to give me a second chance, but I don't know if that's ever going to happen because there's no way in hell he's going to break up with his girlfriend for me, and I don't expect him to. He was just saying it to make me feel better, but I feel worse.
So, I think I'm going to go to my grandmother's house or something to get my mind off of everything. I'll even get to see my son Shark again. I bet he's gotten huge. I want to find happiness, so hopefully I will.
Today's hot topic: Trolling
For those of you who don't know, trolling is a term used by people online when they are mean to other members of a website or message board, and such. I've experienced trolling first hand a few years back when I used a Green Day message board, and this girl, I honestly can't remember her name, started bashing me for no reason at all, saying that I was invading her conversation and such like that. I brushed it off, because it doesn't really mean anything. It's just a feud online.
But then I was the one trolling now on Vampire Freaks. Here, I'm just going to use fake names to protect those involved since I don't really know them, but basically there was a girl, Jessica, and she posted a video about how she's pregnant and this guy, Jason, left or something and messed up her life. She said that she was going to call the cops on him and charge statutory rape if he doesn't call her. Me, and a lot of other people, started to bash her, and she retaliated with a really bizzar story about how she grew up, which it mostly sounds fabricated for sympathy. Then she made a video of her crying and apologising to this guy because he wouldn't pick up the phone. Of course we all made fun of her because of that too, and in my signature, I have an icon of her crying, because to me, it was just pathetic. In my opinion, I don't understand why he would go back to her, but I think he did? Anyways, that's not the point, because with Jessica gone, I was the next victim. Sure, I deserved to have gotten yelled at because of my innappropriate use of emotes on that site, but damn, Heather, as I will call her, was quick to try to ban me from the cult. For whatever reason I was the administrator, and of higher rank than her, I don't know why, so she couldn't. Instead, I got demoted and now I'm just a member, but I didn't appreciate that she mad a poll asking if she SHOULD ban me. Lucky for me, everyone who voted said no. They just all said that I should be off staff, and I agreed. I didn't care if I was a staff member for that cult. All the most active members are trolls.
The most interesting part of this though, is that my friend had a conversation and apparently she was threatened to stop trolling or she was going to get deleted and banned from the website!! Everyone, including me, that were friends with her laughed and backed her up, but there were a couple that were like "ohhh trolling is stupid, you should really stop!" And in all reality, trolling will never stop. People get pissed off at people all the time. People troll online, people troll in real life, everyone is a troll. Even the nicest of people trolled once or twice, so this is where I say that people need to grow a pair and get over it. People are mean. Even your friends are mean. Family members are mean. You can't expect everyone to be nice. Yes, if you're a victim of trolling, it hurts, but just know that you, in some way, shape, or form, are a troll too.
Movie Review!!
So the weekend after my last post, we saw a movie!
Despicable Me
Rating: 8 and 3/4 out of 9 stars
This movie is about an evil villan who adopts 3 girls to assist in his evil plan. As he got to know the girls, he started to love them and be a father towards him. There's also another evil guy that's trying to steal his plan. That's basically the story line without giving up too much information. I really want you guys to go see it!!!! Sorry if my reviews suck, but this was a really funny movie, so you sould go see it and laugh your ass off!
Relationship status: Lonely
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Friday, July 9, 2010
"I could really use a wish right now"
So, first off, the reason for that lyrical quote is that it has shown me a kind of epiphany about the world. It has also insipred me to write a song about how I feel about everything that has happened in my world, and by God, I really do need a wish. A wish for what? Well, I'm not quite sure. I could wish for lots of things and I don't know if I'll be truely happy.
I don't think I would be as lonely if I had someone to call my own. It's hard to be me. I crave attention, I've been suicidal before, many times, and still think about it. I've actually tried to commit suicide once, and thought about how people would be happier without me because I feel like I'm a walking contradiction of myself. But I have learned, through Paulo Genitiano today actually, that maybe life would truely be lonely without me. He called me "a ray of sunshine" and that I can make people happy. I like to put a smile on the faces of others, and when I hurt people, it leaves a little scab on my heart. So, I guess the lesson here is that everyone should just take life as it is. Life sucks, and then you die. Josh Rutland taught me that through one of his songs.
If any of you are wondering abou tmy Fourth of July. Please don't ask. What happens at Inter-Continental, stays at Inter-Continental. It's just like Vegas my friends. You have to be there ;D
Also, I finally enrolled at my school. I am in the Design and Architecture Academy at Ferguson. The best part is, I have to do a required elective, and Choir was one of them. It's nice to know that this school has their priorities straight. Also, Ferguson offers FIVE different languages. Finally, a real choice. I could pick French, Italian, Russian, German, or Spanish. Feels great!!! But I had to choose Spanish because I already took two years of it. I really wanted to learn German. Or Russian. Or all of the above!!! I'm kind of sort of excited.
Even though the classes are huge at Ferguson, because of the division of the Academies, it won't feel as crowded as in Pearland. And I'm more surrounded by people who like the same things as me than just a bunch of people.
But what I am more excited for is that I am really hoping to start a band. Imagine me in a band. I am such an extravert, it makes sense. And I liek to believe I have a decent enough singing voice to pull it off, don't you think? I'm going to be famous. Somehow, someway.
What's not fun is that I have four books to read this summer and two months or less to read them. I haven't even heard of these books!! But I have heard of two of the authors, of course.
Love is a Mix Tape by Rob Sheffield
A Farewell to Arms by Ernest Hemmingway
On Writing by Stephen King
and
In Cold Blood by Truman Capote
This sounds like so much fun! Let me tell you about it.....
What's also great about this school that I hated about Pearland is that all the sports are after school. So now I don't have to waste a class period on whatever sport I want to play and spend it doing something I really want to, but wouldn't be able to do if I had a sport as one of my classes.
Oh, and in case anyone cares, Josh Rutland just informed me that there was pretty much no way we were getting back together. He said he can't deal with instability and flying emotions. Ok, I understand that I'm emotional, but I'm not unstable. I am stable. I have relied on myself most of my life. I am stable. I might have screwed up, been screwed with, and screwed the wrong people, but I am NOT unstable. I'm just lost and I'm trying to find my way out of the hole I have dug myself into.
It seems that maybe I have lost some of my luster as well. I used to be bright and loving and in your face all the time. Now I have backed off a little bit, more reserved. Maybe that just shows that I have matured, or maybe it's a symptom of the depression I have never been treated for. But my depression only comes around when I'm alone. I have this craving for human attention and I can only be happy around people. And even though this is true, I find myself skipping out on human interaction and preferring to be in my own head. This can be dangerous because I had a bad addiction to cut myself when my negative emotions were too much for me to handle. If you leave me alone with my thoughts and a razor in reach long enough, I guarantee I will be bleeding. I'm not saying I don't have it under control, because now I do. Long enough now would be a couple days. Before when I was younger, the addiction was so bad that every negative thing said about me would send me running to a bathroom for a little slit on my wrist. This was especially true when I moved to Texas. This was also when I tried to commit suicide.
But if you look at me now, I'm healthier and happier you can say. I have only relasped a couple times, and I'm not proud of it, but I also didn't need proffessional help. I'm allowed to slip up. I'm only human.
People say I'm too open on my blog. That might be true, but I rather be honest and open than pretending everything is alright. And I also hope that my experiences will help others grow as well. I mean, I dont know if anyone is actually reading this, I just wanted to tell you that I'm here if you need help.
After all that nonsense, here's the hot topic of the day: Internet Relationships
I'll admit, when I was younger, maybe 11 or 12, I was victim of an internet relationship. It was stupid because I never met this guy, I will never meet this guy, and there's no way in hell I would meet this guy. It only lasted less than a week and I didn't learn anything. Well, except that internet relationships were the dumbest things in the world.
Let me tell you. Some people take this seriously. They question who the people are in the photos and accuse you of cheating and blah blah blah, but honestly, why does it matter? All you do is talk to him on the computer and/or text him. He doesn't REALLY know what you look like, and some people just feed out lies and more lies to cover their lies. I mean, sure, some people are honest, and sure some people do meet people online and get married. But that's not who I'm talking about.
I'm talking about the low life people that have nothing better to do than be online and ask people to be their boy/girl friend because they can't meet anyone in person. That's more pathetic than the guys who are addicted to porn! And it's funny how people actually take it seriously.
"Oh my god, you cheated on me!"
"Yeah, dickhead, with someone I know. I don't know you."
And sex if a small part of a relationship, right? What are you going to do, have phone sex? That's masterbating with moaning. Ugh... people, please, find real people to be with. You'll be happier. Trust me, I was a victim to this stupidity as well.
Relationship Status: Single for life apparently
Birthday: Sept. 25th
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I don't think I would be as lonely if I had someone to call my own. It's hard to be me. I crave attention, I've been suicidal before, many times, and still think about it. I've actually tried to commit suicide once, and thought about how people would be happier without me because I feel like I'm a walking contradiction of myself. But I have learned, through Paulo Genitiano today actually, that maybe life would truely be lonely without me. He called me "a ray of sunshine" and that I can make people happy. I like to put a smile on the faces of others, and when I hurt people, it leaves a little scab on my heart. So, I guess the lesson here is that everyone should just take life as it is. Life sucks, and then you die. Josh Rutland taught me that through one of his songs.
If any of you are wondering abou tmy Fourth of July. Please don't ask. What happens at Inter-Continental, stays at Inter-Continental. It's just like Vegas my friends. You have to be there ;D
Also, I finally enrolled at my school. I am in the Design and Architecture Academy at Ferguson. The best part is, I have to do a required elective, and Choir was one of them. It's nice to know that this school has their priorities straight. Also, Ferguson offers FIVE different languages. Finally, a real choice. I could pick French, Italian, Russian, German, or Spanish. Feels great!!! But I had to choose Spanish because I already took two years of it. I really wanted to learn German. Or Russian. Or all of the above!!! I'm kind of sort of excited.
Even though the classes are huge at Ferguson, because of the division of the Academies, it won't feel as crowded as in Pearland. And I'm more surrounded by people who like the same things as me than just a bunch of people.
But what I am more excited for is that I am really hoping to start a band. Imagine me in a band. I am such an extravert, it makes sense. And I liek to believe I have a decent enough singing voice to pull it off, don't you think? I'm going to be famous. Somehow, someway.
What's not fun is that I have four books to read this summer and two months or less to read them. I haven't even heard of these books!! But I have heard of two of the authors, of course.
Love is a Mix Tape by Rob Sheffield
A Farewell to Arms by Ernest Hemmingway
On Writing by Stephen King
and
In Cold Blood by Truman Capote
This sounds like so much fun! Let me tell you about it.....
What's also great about this school that I hated about Pearland is that all the sports are after school. So now I don't have to waste a class period on whatever sport I want to play and spend it doing something I really want to, but wouldn't be able to do if I had a sport as one of my classes.
Oh, and in case anyone cares, Josh Rutland just informed me that there was pretty much no way we were getting back together. He said he can't deal with instability and flying emotions. Ok, I understand that I'm emotional, but I'm not unstable. I am stable. I have relied on myself most of my life. I am stable. I might have screwed up, been screwed with, and screwed the wrong people, but I am NOT unstable. I'm just lost and I'm trying to find my way out of the hole I have dug myself into.
It seems that maybe I have lost some of my luster as well. I used to be bright and loving and in your face all the time. Now I have backed off a little bit, more reserved. Maybe that just shows that I have matured, or maybe it's a symptom of the depression I have never been treated for. But my depression only comes around when I'm alone. I have this craving for human attention and I can only be happy around people. And even though this is true, I find myself skipping out on human interaction and preferring to be in my own head. This can be dangerous because I had a bad addiction to cut myself when my negative emotions were too much for me to handle. If you leave me alone with my thoughts and a razor in reach long enough, I guarantee I will be bleeding. I'm not saying I don't have it under control, because now I do. Long enough now would be a couple days. Before when I was younger, the addiction was so bad that every negative thing said about me would send me running to a bathroom for a little slit on my wrist. This was especially true when I moved to Texas. This was also when I tried to commit suicide.
But if you look at me now, I'm healthier and happier you can say. I have only relasped a couple times, and I'm not proud of it, but I also didn't need proffessional help. I'm allowed to slip up. I'm only human.
People say I'm too open on my blog. That might be true, but I rather be honest and open than pretending everything is alright. And I also hope that my experiences will help others grow as well. I mean, I dont know if anyone is actually reading this, I just wanted to tell you that I'm here if you need help.
After all that nonsense, here's the hot topic of the day: Internet Relationships
I'll admit, when I was younger, maybe 11 or 12, I was victim of an internet relationship. It was stupid because I never met this guy, I will never meet this guy, and there's no way in hell I would meet this guy. It only lasted less than a week and I didn't learn anything. Well, except that internet relationships were the dumbest things in the world.
Let me tell you. Some people take this seriously. They question who the people are in the photos and accuse you of cheating and blah blah blah, but honestly, why does it matter? All you do is talk to him on the computer and/or text him. He doesn't REALLY know what you look like, and some people just feed out lies and more lies to cover their lies. I mean, sure, some people are honest, and sure some people do meet people online and get married. But that's not who I'm talking about.
I'm talking about the low life people that have nothing better to do than be online and ask people to be their boy/girl friend because they can't meet anyone in person. That's more pathetic than the guys who are addicted to porn! And it's funny how people actually take it seriously.
"Oh my god, you cheated on me!"
"Yeah, dickhead, with someone I know. I don't know you."
And sex if a small part of a relationship, right? What are you going to do, have phone sex? That's masterbating with moaning. Ugh... people, please, find real people to be with. You'll be happier. Trust me, I was a victim to this stupidity as well.
Relationship Status: Single for life apparently
Birthday: Sept. 25th
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Monday, June 28, 2010
concordia cum veritate
Translation: In harmony with truth
Yes, I know I haven't been blogging in a long time, but I'm back now, and I'm going to be more brutally honest than ever. What's the point of blogging if you can't be honest? I don't see a point. Where do I start? I don't know, so bare with me if my story is out of order!
I spent about two weeks at my grandma's house. It was pretty interesting. My aunt got a Rottweiler named Shark, which is quite a perfect name, considering how much the puppy bites!! I was trying to train him, but he's still a bit young, or maybe I wasn't trying hard enough? Regardless, he's such a sweetheart and I spoil the shit out of that dog!
I also went out with my ex boyfriend, Peter Treblas, as friends to Dolphin mall. We saw Get Him to the Greek together. Fucking hilarious! I'll have a movie review along with Prince of Persia, Splice, and Shrek Forever After.
Speaking of Peter, since we're on that subject. Hanging around with him makes me realize why I broke up with him in the first place. He's a great guy, sure, but he's really immature, he says stupid things that piss me the fuck off, and he buys me things so he has leverage over me or something. And on top of all that, he touches me all the time. I'm too nice to yell at him "dude, we're not dating, don't treat me like your girlfriend" but I guess after this blog, he might understand that we're JUST FRIENDS and we'll never be more than that. I always lived by "Never Say Never" but I'm comepletely honest about this never. I'm not at all attracted to him. I can't even imagine kissing him on the cheek. I just am not attracted to him at all! I couldn't even have a one night stand with the guy. Do you understand?
For the past two weekends, Father took us out on the boat. Holy shit, is the boat fun! I can even say that all the cuts I've gotten were totally worth it! And let me tell you, this past Saturday the score was Glass-4, Gabii-0! And last Sunday, Boat Chair -3, Gabii-0! I'm also learning that I'm developing a taste for alcohol. Rut-Oh!!! (as Scooby-Doo would say) I need to preserve what's left of my innocence, if there's any left.
Today's hot topic is porn. I don't understand how porn is popular or ANYTHING! The only purpose I can see it serving is maybe helping you learn how to do different positions or something, but in all reality, it's really dirty. It makes men have a false sense of what sex is, and makes women very insecure. Ok, maybe this is just an opinion, and not fact, but that's how I see it. And those porn movies is just overdoing it. The acting and shit, PATHETIC!!!! Men, if you watch porn, go out to a bar and just pick up a chick. I'm sure the action is way better than masterbating to soft-core or hard-core porn. And porn addicts: you have no game. Sit in your room and die watching porn.
Another sad part about porn is that they actually have an award show for it. And some of the girls actually enjoy it. I can't see myself being in porn and loving it. It has to be a very lonely and sad world to live in. No to mention, you have to be in really good shape and have nice boobs to be in porn. I can't imagine how I would feel to get a call from my job saying "Ok, you have a nude photo shoot" or "you have a movie to shoot. I hope you're ready for a threesome." I mean, the porn industry HAS to be a very lonely to be involved with. Wouldn't you agree? Its like prostitution, but it's not illegal. Actually, they do get paid for sex, so why isn't it illegal? Oh, maybe because they aren't on the street and not getting picked up by pig polititions, that's why it's not illegal.
Movie Reviews!!
Get Him To The Greek
Basically, this movie is very dysfunctional. Russell Brand plays Aldous Snow, the lead singer of Infant Sorrow. Jonah Hill plays Aaron Green who has to get Aldous from London to L.A. in three days. They party and party, smoke a Jeffrey, stroke the furry wall, and run away from Diddy, have sex, get plastered, high off their ass, all in three days. Why the dead line? Aaron came up with the idea to have Infant Sorrow do a 10 year anniversary show at the Greek in L.A.
Rating: 12 out of 11 stars
Prince Of Persia: Sands of Time
So Jake Gyllenhaal is Dastan, a kid off the streets accepted into royalty because of his loyalty. They take over a royal city and he takes a dagger as a keepsake. Then his father, the king, gets murdered and he is framed! He goes on an adventure to clear his name and catch the guy who killed his father with the princess of the royal city he helped take over. They fall in love and save the world. Oh, did I mention that the dagger can reverse time?
Rating: 13 out of 15 stars.
Splice
This was a pretty good movie in the beginning. Basically Dren is part human and part animal a smart couple made to prove that they can. The girl gets really attatched to it and it causes alot of trouble. They move her to a secluded house and she goes up. But then the guy has sex with this thing. Gross right?? Well, it gets worse. The thing is a girl, right? Well it's sex changes and now Dren is a man and rapes the girl. Disturbing as fuck. I won't ruin the ending if you actually want to see it.
Rating 2 and a half out of 5 stars
Shrek Forever After
Well, this is the "final chapter" of Shrek. It was mildly funny, and actually quite interesting. The Real-D experience actually makes me smile because you feel like you're part of the movie. So the story is that Rumplestiltskin offers Shrek to be a real Oger for a day by offering up a day from his past. Shrek agrees and signs the contract. As he's being an Oger, he discovers that the day Rumple took from him was the day he was born so when the day was over, Shrek would have never existed. The only way to break the curse was True Love's Kiss. Any more information would ruin the movie.
Rating 94 out of 100 stars.
Relationship Status: Loveless and loving it!
Birthday: Sept. twenty-fifth
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Yes, I know I haven't been blogging in a long time, but I'm back now, and I'm going to be more brutally honest than ever. What's the point of blogging if you can't be honest? I don't see a point. Where do I start? I don't know, so bare with me if my story is out of order!
I spent about two weeks at my grandma's house. It was pretty interesting. My aunt got a Rottweiler named Shark, which is quite a perfect name, considering how much the puppy bites!! I was trying to train him, but he's still a bit young, or maybe I wasn't trying hard enough? Regardless, he's such a sweetheart and I spoil the shit out of that dog!
I also went out with my ex boyfriend, Peter Treblas, as friends to Dolphin mall. We saw Get Him to the Greek together. Fucking hilarious! I'll have a movie review along with Prince of Persia, Splice, and Shrek Forever After.
Speaking of Peter, since we're on that subject. Hanging around with him makes me realize why I broke up with him in the first place. He's a great guy, sure, but he's really immature, he says stupid things that piss me the fuck off, and he buys me things so he has leverage over me or something. And on top of all that, he touches me all the time. I'm too nice to yell at him "dude, we're not dating, don't treat me like your girlfriend" but I guess after this blog, he might understand that we're JUST FRIENDS and we'll never be more than that. I always lived by "Never Say Never" but I'm comepletely honest about this never. I'm not at all attracted to him. I can't even imagine kissing him on the cheek. I just am not attracted to him at all! I couldn't even have a one night stand with the guy. Do you understand?
For the past two weekends, Father took us out on the boat. Holy shit, is the boat fun! I can even say that all the cuts I've gotten were totally worth it! And let me tell you, this past Saturday the score was Glass-4, Gabii-0! And last Sunday, Boat Chair -3, Gabii-0! I'm also learning that I'm developing a taste for alcohol. Rut-Oh!!! (as Scooby-Doo would say) I need to preserve what's left of my innocence, if there's any left.
Today's hot topic is porn. I don't understand how porn is popular or ANYTHING! The only purpose I can see it serving is maybe helping you learn how to do different positions or something, but in all reality, it's really dirty. It makes men have a false sense of what sex is, and makes women very insecure. Ok, maybe this is just an opinion, and not fact, but that's how I see it. And those porn movies is just overdoing it. The acting and shit, PATHETIC!!!! Men, if you watch porn, go out to a bar and just pick up a chick. I'm sure the action is way better than masterbating to soft-core or hard-core porn. And porn addicts: you have no game. Sit in your room and die watching porn.
Another sad part about porn is that they actually have an award show for it. And some of the girls actually enjoy it. I can't see myself being in porn and loving it. It has to be a very lonely and sad world to live in. No to mention, you have to be in really good shape and have nice boobs to be in porn. I can't imagine how I would feel to get a call from my job saying "Ok, you have a nude photo shoot" or "you have a movie to shoot. I hope you're ready for a threesome." I mean, the porn industry HAS to be a very lonely to be involved with. Wouldn't you agree? Its like prostitution, but it's not illegal. Actually, they do get paid for sex, so why isn't it illegal? Oh, maybe because they aren't on the street and not getting picked up by pig polititions, that's why it's not illegal.
Movie Reviews!!
Get Him To The Greek
Basically, this movie is very dysfunctional. Russell Brand plays Aldous Snow, the lead singer of Infant Sorrow. Jonah Hill plays Aaron Green who has to get Aldous from London to L.A. in three days. They party and party, smoke a Jeffrey, stroke the furry wall, and run away from Diddy, have sex, get plastered, high off their ass, all in three days. Why the dead line? Aaron came up with the idea to have Infant Sorrow do a 10 year anniversary show at the Greek in L.A.
Rating: 12 out of 11 stars
Prince Of Persia: Sands of Time
So Jake Gyllenhaal is Dastan, a kid off the streets accepted into royalty because of his loyalty. They take over a royal city and he takes a dagger as a keepsake. Then his father, the king, gets murdered and he is framed! He goes on an adventure to clear his name and catch the guy who killed his father with the princess of the royal city he helped take over. They fall in love and save the world. Oh, did I mention that the dagger can reverse time?
Rating: 13 out of 15 stars.
Splice
This was a pretty good movie in the beginning. Basically Dren is part human and part animal a smart couple made to prove that they can. The girl gets really attatched to it and it causes alot of trouble. They move her to a secluded house and she goes up. But then the guy has sex with this thing. Gross right?? Well, it gets worse. The thing is a girl, right? Well it's sex changes and now Dren is a man and rapes the girl. Disturbing as fuck. I won't ruin the ending if you actually want to see it.
Rating 2 and a half out of 5 stars
Shrek Forever After
Well, this is the "final chapter" of Shrek. It was mildly funny, and actually quite interesting. The Real-D experience actually makes me smile because you feel like you're part of the movie. So the story is that Rumplestiltskin offers Shrek to be a real Oger for a day by offering up a day from his past. Shrek agrees and signs the contract. As he's being an Oger, he discovers that the day Rumple took from him was the day he was born so when the day was over, Shrek would have never existed. The only way to break the curse was True Love's Kiss. Any more information would ruin the movie.
Rating 94 out of 100 stars.
Relationship Status: Loveless and loving it!
Birthday: Sept. twenty-fifth
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Wednesday, June 9, 2010
ab imo pectore
Translation: From the bottom of my heart
Yesterday we went to the mall and i found the cutest heels at Guess. I haven't had the chance to try them on yet, but i desperately want to! Sadly I can't get a picture to show you, but trust me, they were C-U-T-E!
In the Disney store, they had a mug with Jake Gyllenhaal's face all over it! Who wouldn't want to drink out of a mug with Jake's face all over it? He's insanely hot! The mugs were on sale 2 for $12, but I couldn't get one. Instead, my little sister Melanie wanted a Minnie stuffed animal, and since that was 2 for $20, I got me Jack Skellington!
Isn't he just cute??? And I wanted one of the Cheshire Cat, but there wasn't enough money. Of course, the website doesn't have a picture of the Cheshire Cat. It was adorable though.
And we went to Gymboree where I got the cutest hair clips!!! I know its a little kid's store, but i have a soft spot for cute things. I have a set of Giraffe hairclips, two sets of Elephants, and a set of flowers. Just adorable!!!
At the mall, I realized how having two really heavy bags to carry around all school year made my shoulders hurt like a bitch. This is when I realized as well that I need Jessie Pardo to give me a message (he's my step mom's best friend). He gives the very very very best massages ever!!!! I always find myself falling asleep to the relaxing touch. And after, my back feels so much better(:
Yes... I need a massage... My shoulders are screaming.
I also filled out most of the registration papers to transfer to John A. Ferguson Senior High School. There were some really dumb questions, like the date I entered the US. Bitch, I was born here!!! (sing Born in the USA by Bruce Springstein).
Also, When Argelia Ayala came over, we sampled Christina Aguilera's new album. I suggest getting the Deluxe version. It has more songs, and the extra songs that are avaliable only on the Deluxe are really good!!
Since what I wrote before is just crap I did, let's ask an answr some questions. Get out mind flow with thought.
What would a submissive person get out of life? I was talking to someone and he has a completely submissive personality. Anything anyone asks him to do, he'll do it. It's like he's a trained dog. Dogs take pleasure in pleasing their human, and this guy does too. But it could be more of a sex thing than a personality thing, but if it is his personality, how is he going to move up in life?? If anything, he'll always be in the direct shadow of his boss, and never be a real man.
I guess that's what it comes down to.Men and headstrong woman get places in life. What about all the submissive people, what do they get?
Relationship Status: Ehhh....
Birthday: 09/25
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Yesterday we went to the mall and i found the cutest heels at Guess. I haven't had the chance to try them on yet, but i desperately want to! Sadly I can't get a picture to show you, but trust me, they were C-U-T-E!
In the Disney store, they had a mug with Jake Gyllenhaal's face all over it! Who wouldn't want to drink out of a mug with Jake's face all over it? He's insanely hot! The mugs were on sale 2 for $12, but I couldn't get one. Instead, my little sister Melanie wanted a Minnie stuffed animal, and since that was 2 for $20, I got me Jack Skellington!
Isn't he just cute??? And I wanted one of the Cheshire Cat, but there wasn't enough money. Of course, the website doesn't have a picture of the Cheshire Cat. It was adorable though.
And we went to Gymboree where I got the cutest hair clips!!! I know its a little kid's store, but i have a soft spot for cute things. I have a set of Giraffe hairclips, two sets of Elephants, and a set of flowers. Just adorable!!!
At the mall, I realized how having two really heavy bags to carry around all school year made my shoulders hurt like a bitch. This is when I realized as well that I need Jessie Pardo to give me a message (he's my step mom's best friend). He gives the very very very best massages ever!!!! I always find myself falling asleep to the relaxing touch. And after, my back feels so much better(:
Yes... I need a massage... My shoulders are screaming.
I also filled out most of the registration papers to transfer to John A. Ferguson Senior High School. There were some really dumb questions, like the date I entered the US. Bitch, I was born here!!! (sing Born in the USA by Bruce Springstein).
Also, When Argelia Ayala came over, we sampled Christina Aguilera's new album. I suggest getting the Deluxe version. It has more songs, and the extra songs that are avaliable only on the Deluxe are really good!!
Since what I wrote before is just crap I did, let's ask an answr some questions. Get out mind flow with thought.
What would a submissive person get out of life? I was talking to someone and he has a completely submissive personality. Anything anyone asks him to do, he'll do it. It's like he's a trained dog. Dogs take pleasure in pleasing their human, and this guy does too. But it could be more of a sex thing than a personality thing, but if it is his personality, how is he going to move up in life?? If anything, he'll always be in the direct shadow of his boss, and never be a real man.
I guess that's what it comes down to.Men and headstrong woman get places in life. What about all the submissive people, what do they get?
Relationship Status: Ehhh....
Birthday: 09/25
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Tuesday, June 8, 2010
At last, the Princess has arrived
Ok, so the title of this post is sort of cocky, but i was looking for... dramatic. See, I have finally been sort of ungrounded, and I am enjoying my taste of freedom. But the bad news is, Anthony Wardlaw and my friendship is no more. It's not that he screwed me over again (though, I'm sure he has and I just don't know how yet) and I hate him. Let's just say that for the happiness of everyone, it's good we're not talking.
In other news, I'm currently in Miami with my father and moving in slowly, as in, my bags are still packed amd I'm still lazying around. So a goal for today: unpack my clothes and eat something. HA!
Bad news, again: My favourite couple Lauren Mikeska and Cody Jackson broke up!!! It was heart breaking to hear the news. Good thing both of them are happy and moving on as it seems. Brianna Hanley moved right in and tried to snatch Cody up, but he wouldn't have it. I confessed that I had a crush on him, but I didn't expect him to feel the same or ask me out. And he didn't, like I expected. Oh well, like I said before, I'm in a new place with new people. I'll find my smile like my mom said. But that's only if I didn't leave my smile over there and I don't know it yet.
Well, I'll keep this short and post other things later. I'm hungry now and I have to make sure that i have a reminder on my phone to watch Glee tonight!
Relationship Status: Nonexistant at the moment
Birthday: Sept. 25
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In other news, I'm currently in Miami with my father and moving in slowly, as in, my bags are still packed amd I'm still lazying around. So a goal for today: unpack my clothes and eat something. HA!
Bad news, again: My favourite couple Lauren Mikeska and Cody Jackson broke up!!! It was heart breaking to hear the news. Good thing both of them are happy and moving on as it seems. Brianna Hanley moved right in and tried to snatch Cody up, but he wouldn't have it. I confessed that I had a crush on him, but I didn't expect him to feel the same or ask me out. And he didn't, like I expected. Oh well, like I said before, I'm in a new place with new people. I'll find my smile like my mom said. But that's only if I didn't leave my smile over there and I don't know it yet.
Well, I'll keep this short and post other things later. I'm hungry now and I have to make sure that i have a reminder on my phone to watch Glee tonight!
Relationship Status: Nonexistant at the moment
Birthday: Sept. 25
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Friday, May 14, 2010
omnibus locis fit caedes
Latin: Let there be slaughter everywhere
This phrase reminds me of Cannibal Corpse, so I had to put it on here.
Before I start off this blog, there are probably a few things you should know:
1. I am an author, so I know how to use hyperboles, metaphors, and the like to make my blogs more interesting. So where I might say "all the time" I don't mean all the time.
2. I'm Bisexual, but I like boys 55% and girls 45% so even though I like them about the same, I like boys more.
3. I'm an honour student, so I'm smart. Deal with it.
4. All events and people are real, just exaggerated a little.
So now that we got those things cleared up....
I found out last night that my mom was shipping me off to Florida to live with my dad for Junior year of high school. It's not the fact that im moving in with my dad that's the problem, I love that fat man! But its the fact that she's sending me to my dad's house. I don't understand. It makes me feel like I'm so much of a problem that I have to be given to other people to take care of me. I'm not that unloveable. I know I'm not. But it's a fresh start and I guess I'm going to have to take it for what it is. A fresh start.
Today at school, I informed some of my friends already, and I cried. I never thought I was going to actually leave them. I just hope the classes I want to take are offered at my new school: John A. Ferguson. Don't worry, I'm still going to post blogs! It's just going to be with different people now, and hopefullty some of the same too. Like Lauren Mikeska, I promised her I was going to text her and write her every day. And Anthony Wardlaw, because that's just the way he is. Then there's Courtney Simmons, but she doesn't text me so much anyways, and I think she replaced me with Brianna Hanley. Of course there's Josh Rutland and Josh Villarreal, both of whom are in love with me. Well, I know Josh R. is, and I can debate Josh V.
Regardless, I know a few of my new characters.
There's Juan, who I call Biffle, so his full name doesn't have to go on here.
Alex, the son of the friend of the family.
Veronica Rodriguez, from summer camp.
This will be a good year I guess, right?
My weekend is ruined I guess. Oh well. I can find new parties with new people when I move.
Sorry for the short post!
Relationship Status: Date cancelled!
Birthday: 9.25
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This phrase reminds me of Cannibal Corpse, so I had to put it on here.
Before I start off this blog, there are probably a few things you should know:
1. I am an author, so I know how to use hyperboles, metaphors, and the like to make my blogs more interesting. So where I might say "all the time" I don't mean all the time.
2. I'm Bisexual, but I like boys 55% and girls 45% so even though I like them about the same, I like boys more.
3. I'm an honour student, so I'm smart. Deal with it.
4. All events and people are real, just exaggerated a little.
So now that we got those things cleared up....
I found out last night that my mom was shipping me off to Florida to live with my dad for Junior year of high school. It's not the fact that im moving in with my dad that's the problem, I love that fat man! But its the fact that she's sending me to my dad's house. I don't understand. It makes me feel like I'm so much of a problem that I have to be given to other people to take care of me. I'm not that unloveable. I know I'm not. But it's a fresh start and I guess I'm going to have to take it for what it is. A fresh start.
Today at school, I informed some of my friends already, and I cried. I never thought I was going to actually leave them. I just hope the classes I want to take are offered at my new school: John A. Ferguson. Don't worry, I'm still going to post blogs! It's just going to be with different people now, and hopefullty some of the same too. Like Lauren Mikeska, I promised her I was going to text her and write her every day. And Anthony Wardlaw, because that's just the way he is. Then there's Courtney Simmons, but she doesn't text me so much anyways, and I think she replaced me with Brianna Hanley. Of course there's Josh Rutland and Josh Villarreal, both of whom are in love with me. Well, I know Josh R. is, and I can debate Josh V.
Regardless, I know a few of my new characters.
There's Juan, who I call Biffle, so his full name doesn't have to go on here.
Alex, the son of the friend of the family.
Veronica Rodriguez, from summer camp.
This will be a good year I guess, right?
My weekend is ruined I guess. Oh well. I can find new parties with new people when I move.
Sorry for the short post!
Relationship Status: Date cancelled!
Birthday: 9.25
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Thursday, May 13, 2010
nec spe, nec metu
Latin for: without hope, without fear
The favourite topic for today is the AP World History exam. Since I have signed my name to not talk about what was on the test, I guess I must talk about other things. The multiple choice qiestions were easy and hard, only because I didn't complete reading my review manual. I'm telling you, I've spent (Saturday... Sunday...) 5-6 days reading that thing and I only got to the Old Stuff section. Words of wisdom: start reading reviews earlier than about a week before the test. Why? Because the questions on the test I actually reviewed for was REALLY EASY and the material I didn't study was REALLY HARD. I answered 52 out of 70 questions. Not too shabby.
The essays were ok. The DBQ I murdered, the Continuities and Changes essay I bullshitted enough to get a pretty good score, but the Comparative essay was iffy. I don't think I got a pretty high score on that one. I did, however, do well enough on the test to finish 30 minutes early. The problem? I was BORED out of my MIND!! I actually got so bored I started drawing on the desk. To be honest. This is what I was trying to draw:
Although mine didn't look that good, lolz.
Having C lunch was different, but I was able to hang out with Kristina Somotas, but it was after lunch that I found out she and Jace Ard broke up. And, I didn't find out from her, but Jace himself. Apparently it happened a couple weeks ago? Unless I understood him wrong. It's a damn shame they broke up, too, because they were so cute together!
Lauren Mikeska and Cody Jackson are having some problems too, but I'm sure they will work out in the end. He just likes to be shone non-stop affection (girlfriend all over him) and Lauren is just a tad more distant (likes the boyfriend to show her he loves her, but not hang all over her). I vow to do whatever I can to help my favourite favourite couple!
Speaking of couples, Michael Simmons' girlfriend, Katelyn, called Brianna Hanley a slut, then a whore and said it was the same thing.
A. Bri is a virgin
B. A whore gets paid for sex
C. A slut DOESN'T get paid for sex.
and
D. If you wanted to say two things are the same: Easy and Slutty are the same, and Hoe and Whore are the same thing.
I'm glad we got that cleared up, world.
Another couple issue: How dare Chris Crocker let Nicole McDonald and another girl call his girlfriend, Courtney Simmons, trashy! She is not trash, she's sexy. Haters gotta be kidding me! They're just jealous that they arent as hot as Courtney and she got Chris. Yeah haters, they have each other. They make a super mix matched hot couple! Deuce Haters!! (Wow, I got crunk on your ass...)
And a personal shout out to Josh Rutland who will never read this: I'm not abusive. You're just pissed off I broke up with you and trying to move on like you should. You know I hate hurting you.
Regardless, I *sniff* smell a great weekend coming up now that I can chillax with my friends.
Relationship Status: Still no update on that date. Might not happen anytime in the near future
Birthday: 9/25
Contact Info:
Email: cookiekid93@yahoo.com
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Phone: Ask nicely!!
The favourite topic for today is the AP World History exam. Since I have signed my name to not talk about what was on the test, I guess I must talk about other things. The multiple choice qiestions were easy and hard, only because I didn't complete reading my review manual. I'm telling you, I've spent (Saturday... Sunday...) 5-6 days reading that thing and I only got to the Old Stuff section. Words of wisdom: start reading reviews earlier than about a week before the test. Why? Because the questions on the test I actually reviewed for was REALLY EASY and the material I didn't study was REALLY HARD. I answered 52 out of 70 questions. Not too shabby.
The essays were ok. The DBQ I murdered, the Continuities and Changes essay I bullshitted enough to get a pretty good score, but the Comparative essay was iffy. I don't think I got a pretty high score on that one. I did, however, do well enough on the test to finish 30 minutes early. The problem? I was BORED out of my MIND!! I actually got so bored I started drawing on the desk. To be honest. This is what I was trying to draw:
Although mine didn't look that good, lolz.
Having C lunch was different, but I was able to hang out with Kristina Somotas, but it was after lunch that I found out she and Jace Ard broke up. And, I didn't find out from her, but Jace himself. Apparently it happened a couple weeks ago? Unless I understood him wrong. It's a damn shame they broke up, too, because they were so cute together!
Lauren Mikeska and Cody Jackson are having some problems too, but I'm sure they will work out in the end. He just likes to be shone non-stop affection (girlfriend all over him) and Lauren is just a tad more distant (likes the boyfriend to show her he loves her, but not hang all over her). I vow to do whatever I can to help my favourite favourite couple!
Speaking of couples, Michael Simmons' girlfriend, Katelyn, called Brianna Hanley a slut, then a whore and said it was the same thing.
A. Bri is a virgin
B. A whore gets paid for sex
C. A slut DOESN'T get paid for sex.
and
D. If you wanted to say two things are the same: Easy and Slutty are the same, and Hoe and Whore are the same thing.
I'm glad we got that cleared up, world.
Another couple issue: How dare Chris Crocker let Nicole McDonald and another girl call his girlfriend, Courtney Simmons, trashy! She is not trash, she's sexy. Haters gotta be kidding me! They're just jealous that they arent as hot as Courtney and she got Chris. Yeah haters, they have each other. They make a super mix matched hot couple! Deuce Haters!! (Wow, I got crunk on your ass...)
And a personal shout out to Josh Rutland who will never read this: I'm not abusive. You're just pissed off I broke up with you and trying to move on like you should. You know I hate hurting you.
Regardless, I *sniff* smell a great weekend coming up now that I can chillax with my friends.
Relationship Status: Still no update on that date. Might not happen anytime in the near future
Birthday: 9/25
Contact Info:
Email: cookiekid93@yahoo.com
Facebook: www.facebook.com/nevermakeawish
Twitter: www.twitter.com/nevermakeawish
Myspace: www.myspace.com/nevermakeawish
Phone: Ask nicely!!
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
esto quad es
On Monday at lunch, the conversation between Tori Reyna and I was quite an entertaining one. See, for some reason the subject of masterbation came up, and quickly the conversation went down hill from there.
"I couldn't see Lauren materbate," I said to Tori as i stared at Lauren Mikeska. Tori nodded.
"Yeah, she looks too innocent, thats why I can't see her having sex with Cody," he added.
"I couldn't see her having sex with Cody either. She looks like she would like it soft and loving, and he looks like he would like it hard and rough," I said. Lauren looked up and stared.
"I couldn't see them having sex either, but I can see her having sex with you," Tori stated bluntly. I laughed hysterically.
"OH! So you can't see her having sex with Cody, but you CAN see her having sex with me! how does that make sense?!" I cried out. The whole linch table stared at me. I looked down and continued to eat.
Also funny, I watched as Tejas Dave fell off his high horse, literally. He was sitting on a stool, and some how the stoll slipped from inder him and he almost fell right on his ass. Nice of you to finally act like your normal, Tejas. I give you Kudos.
So now that we all have had our laughs, on to more important matters...
Texting. Everyone does it. I text, you text, our best friends text, my mother texts, and I know even teachers text! (I had to text Mr. Wallace before. He text back.)
What is annoying about this texting phenomenon is that it gets in the way of E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G! Sometimes, it takes forever just to write a blog because I'm getting so many text messages. I will say that this is the first blog post that I ever typed where 3 or 4 people aren't texting me at once. But that's not the point. My father once told me "You use too much minutes, text more." Is that what our world has come to? Sadly, yes it is. Deal with it. If you can't text, you're a loser. I have a nice Blackberry Pearl, and I love to text with it. The problem is, the keys look like this:
Yeah, it's hard to type like that. The words TRY and YET use the same keys. This looks like my phone except that doesnt really look like a white ball in the middle, but rather, a black thing. Ehhh......
Another serious topic is stress. Everyone feels it at some point. It's not something you can run away from, but I've been feeling it more than usual. I have been studying for hours on World History so I can get a 4 on that AP exam, and FINALLY I'm taking the test tomorrow. Then I can finally relax.
But until then, I'm digging into my Prinston Review Manuel and saying stupid things like "I conqured all the lands from the Byzantine Empire to the Pacific Ocean like Chiggis Khan did for the Mongols! Yes, I really said something like that after dinner and i was pretending the placemats were different areas of Asia and Europe and I was taking them over.
I was hoping to relax today and go to Courtney Simmon's house since Anthony Wardlaw is out of town working, but again she lead me on, making me think there was a high possibility for me to go, and then "no you can't, sorry"
DAMNIT BITCH! I love you, but I hate being turned down over and over and over again. I feel like I should just quit. I feel like I'm a guy and I'm asking her out, but she keeps saying no.
By the way men, if you do that: PATHETIC! No is no.
I just hope that one day Courtney will finally want to hang out with me again. I feel like she's keeping something from me, like she can't trust me. I've never done anything wrong, damn!
By the way, the title means "Be What You Are" in Latin(:
Relationship Status: Might be going on a date soon! (More details when they come)
Birthday: September 25th
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Email: cookiekid93@yahoo.com
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"I couldn't see Lauren materbate," I said to Tori as i stared at Lauren Mikeska. Tori nodded.
"Yeah, she looks too innocent, thats why I can't see her having sex with Cody," he added.
"I couldn't see her having sex with Cody either. She looks like she would like it soft and loving, and he looks like he would like it hard and rough," I said. Lauren looked up and stared.
"I couldn't see them having sex either, but I can see her having sex with you," Tori stated bluntly. I laughed hysterically.
"OH! So you can't see her having sex with Cody, but you CAN see her having sex with me! how does that make sense?!" I cried out. The whole linch table stared at me. I looked down and continued to eat.
Also funny, I watched as Tejas Dave fell off his high horse, literally. He was sitting on a stool, and some how the stoll slipped from inder him and he almost fell right on his ass. Nice of you to finally act like your normal, Tejas. I give you Kudos.
So now that we all have had our laughs, on to more important matters...
Texting. Everyone does it. I text, you text, our best friends text, my mother texts, and I know even teachers text! (I had to text Mr. Wallace before. He text back.)
What is annoying about this texting phenomenon is that it gets in the way of E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G! Sometimes, it takes forever just to write a blog because I'm getting so many text messages. I will say that this is the first blog post that I ever typed where 3 or 4 people aren't texting me at once. But that's not the point. My father once told me "You use too much minutes, text more." Is that what our world has come to? Sadly, yes it is. Deal with it. If you can't text, you're a loser. I have a nice Blackberry Pearl, and I love to text with it. The problem is, the keys look like this:
Yeah, it's hard to type like that. The words TRY and YET use the same keys. This looks like my phone except that doesnt really look like a white ball in the middle, but rather, a black thing. Ehhh......
Another serious topic is stress. Everyone feels it at some point. It's not something you can run away from, but I've been feeling it more than usual. I have been studying for hours on World History so I can get a 4 on that AP exam, and FINALLY I'm taking the test tomorrow. Then I can finally relax.
But until then, I'm digging into my Prinston Review Manuel and saying stupid things like "I conqured all the lands from the Byzantine Empire to the Pacific Ocean like Chiggis Khan did for the Mongols! Yes, I really said something like that after dinner and i was pretending the placemats were different areas of Asia and Europe and I was taking them over.
I was hoping to relax today and go to Courtney Simmon's house since Anthony Wardlaw is out of town working, but again she lead me on, making me think there was a high possibility for me to go, and then "no you can't, sorry"
DAMNIT BITCH! I love you, but I hate being turned down over and over and over again. I feel like I should just quit. I feel like I'm a guy and I'm asking her out, but she keeps saying no.
By the way men, if you do that: PATHETIC! No is no.
I just hope that one day Courtney will finally want to hang out with me again. I feel like she's keeping something from me, like she can't trust me. I've never done anything wrong, damn!
By the way, the title means "Be What You Are" in Latin(:
Relationship Status: Might be going on a date soon! (More details when they come)
Birthday: September 25th
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Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Why does depression hurt?
Before I talk about how depressed I am, first I'm going to bitch and moan about lunch today. So a couple weeks ago, Mrs. Breymeyer took up my phone. That isn't such a big deal, except I've paid $45 already since i started high school. Yeah, it's outrageous to pay $15 dollars for your phone back. Anyways, I didn't eat lunch today because I had lunch detention. WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!?! I didn't know Mrs. Breymeyer gave me lunch detention, that's bullshit and she knows it.
But to be honest, it was kind of entertaining and I completed all my chemistry work instead of eating because I'm too busy studying for my World History AP Exam. BLAHHHH!!!! I have to study human history from, like, 8000 B.C.E to the present time. That's alot of history and I'm about to burn out. On top of that, Mrs. Kelly has been giving out more homework than usual. Stupid Algebra 2!!!! It's almost the end of the school year; I shouldn't have to do this much work.
On top of all the school work, I've been more depressed than usual. I think it started with Anthony Wardlaw and how he fooled me, but that's not all of it. Josh Rutland called me around midnight last night and it was really sad. It was really late, so I barely remember the conversation, but I know I wanted to cry. He loves me so much, and he wont just move on. I'm not good for him. Him and I are just so vastly different, and that's why we worked for as long as we did, but he's just in a different place than I am, and he deserves to be happy. Anthony says I should just be a bitch, but he's the first guy to truly love me. Don't ask me why I'm throwing that away. I'm just stupid.
What also depresses me is Courtney Simmons. She is my best friend (Like Lauren Mikeska is) and she is like my Wife. She means alot to me, and it doesn't help that I have a small crush on her.
If I didn't state this before, I'm bisexual.
Anyways, she means alot to me, and I want her to trust me and everything. The thing is, I feel like I'm losing her, and I don't like that at all. Every time I try to hang out with her, she has something else to do. She blames her mom, but she always blames her mom. It's her little brother and sister's (Marky and Heaven) birthday party Saturday adn I really want to go so I can hang out with her like we used to. And, Anthony can finally apologize in person for what he did to me. I believe we'll just be better off as friends. I can't go through that again.
Which reminds me, Anthony promises that he'll never do that again. I dont know how much i can trust that, but I will. We're just friends after all. It's not like we were dating and he cheated on me. Now we will never date.
Well, never say never. But for now, we won't.
I just want the school year to end so then I can have a fun summer and start over next year. I'll be a junior and scream "HELL YES!!! I'M ALMOST OUT OF THIS STUPID SCHOOL!"
But honestly, I'll miss the idiots, the homos, and the bitches I call friends. They are all near and dear to my heart.
Relationship Status: Sadly Single
Birthday: September Twenty-Fifth
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But to be honest, it was kind of entertaining and I completed all my chemistry work instead of eating because I'm too busy studying for my World History AP Exam. BLAHHHH!!!! I have to study human history from, like, 8000 B.C.E to the present time. That's alot of history and I'm about to burn out. On top of that, Mrs. Kelly has been giving out more homework than usual. Stupid Algebra 2!!!! It's almost the end of the school year; I shouldn't have to do this much work.
On top of all the school work, I've been more depressed than usual. I think it started with Anthony Wardlaw and how he fooled me, but that's not all of it. Josh Rutland called me around midnight last night and it was really sad. It was really late, so I barely remember the conversation, but I know I wanted to cry. He loves me so much, and he wont just move on. I'm not good for him. Him and I are just so vastly different, and that's why we worked for as long as we did, but he's just in a different place than I am, and he deserves to be happy. Anthony says I should just be a bitch, but he's the first guy to truly love me. Don't ask me why I'm throwing that away. I'm just stupid.
What also depresses me is Courtney Simmons. She is my best friend (Like Lauren Mikeska is) and she is like my Wife. She means alot to me, and it doesn't help that I have a small crush on her.
If I didn't state this before, I'm bisexual.
Anyways, she means alot to me, and I want her to trust me and everything. The thing is, I feel like I'm losing her, and I don't like that at all. Every time I try to hang out with her, she has something else to do. She blames her mom, but she always blames her mom. It's her little brother and sister's (Marky and Heaven) birthday party Saturday adn I really want to go so I can hang out with her like we used to. And, Anthony can finally apologize in person for what he did to me. I believe we'll just be better off as friends. I can't go through that again.
Which reminds me, Anthony promises that he'll never do that again. I dont know how much i can trust that, but I will. We're just friends after all. It's not like we were dating and he cheated on me. Now we will never date.
Well, never say never. But for now, we won't.
I just want the school year to end so then I can have a fun summer and start over next year. I'll be a junior and scream "HELL YES!!! I'M ALMOST OUT OF THIS STUPID SCHOOL!"
But honestly, I'll miss the idiots, the homos, and the bitches I call friends. They are all near and dear to my heart.
Relationship Status: Sadly Single
Birthday: September Twenty-Fifth
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Monday, May 10, 2010
What to do.....
But first, I have a funny little piece of gossip:
So Lauren infored me that she saw Grey and Misty sucking face in front of the vending machine. So usually, the guy would eye the exgirlfriend to be like "yeah, I have me a new girl, look, we're kissing in front of you." But instead, it was MISTY who was giving Laruen the "Jealous?" glare.
What Misty doesn't know is that Lauren doesn't care. she was just like "bitch, you can have him, I have a cheese danish I wanna eat!" and left the scene. That's my girl!
Ok, so of all the people I could get a text from in the middle of the night, I got one from my ex, Josh Rutland (we were dating for about a year and two months before i broke up with him. It was too serious). His story was that his phone got in an accident and it broke and he stole a new phone (a week and a half later) and he missed me so much. So as we were catching up, he begs for me back. I honestly love him, but I'm 16 years old and I haven't even had a taste of the "college life" that I've been waiting for because I'm still a Sophmore in high school. He talks to me like I'm 35 and I can support myself. Actually, he says he'll support me and take care of me and I'll never have to feel alone and there will be no money issue. He wants me to be his trophy wife or something. No! A Gold digger! HAHAHA!!! Like he actually has that kind of money.
But that's not the point I'm making. I think Josh would be happier without me. Thoughout our relationship, I've felt like i just abused the fuck out of him, and that's not fair. I want him to be happy, and happy isn't with me. I came to terms with that when I didn't talk to him for almost 2 weeks. I moved on, and it's about time I let him do the same. Shame, because we would have made wonderful babies (half joking).
Thinking about it all, what is marriage? I see my parents fight all the time. That can't be happiness, and if it is, I want to be single for the rest of my life. I don't (fuck people, stop texting me when I'm writing a blog!) want to be with the same guy all my life unless I'm, like 35 with kids, then I understand. I'm a social butterfly, I like new people, I like to try new things and be able to have whatever I want. Have you read Brave New World? They are free to have sex with whoever they want, whenever they want, and they take soma holidays, which is like getting really fucked up high. Doesn't that sound like something you would like?
Maybe I'm crazy, I mean, why would someone like me who hasn't had barely any sex like it and want it so much? Well, to be honest, I don't. I just H-A-T-E the idea that we have to settle down with one person. I H-A-T-E the concept pf falling in love and getting married. I want to have kids, sure, but I also don't want to pick a guy and stay with him forever. I would like to get married, but only if we were to have an open marriage or something. What if I go to a party when I'm 29 and there's a really hot person there and they wanna "try me" (as Brave New World would put it). Well, I would like the choice to do it or not.
That's what it all comes down to: Choice. I want to chose, not have some moral code eating at my conscience saying that I shouldn't this and I shouldn't that. We should ALWAYS have a choice. Falling in love, being in a relationship, that doesn't give you much choice. Maybe I'm weird, maybe I'm wrong. But maybe, just maybe, I'm right in a way too?
Relationship status: Remaining Free!
Birthday: 9/25
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So Lauren infored me that she saw Grey and Misty sucking face in front of the vending machine. So usually, the guy would eye the exgirlfriend to be like "yeah, I have me a new girl, look, we're kissing in front of you." But instead, it was MISTY who was giving Laruen the "Jealous?" glare.
What Misty doesn't know is that Lauren doesn't care. she was just like "bitch, you can have him, I have a cheese danish I wanna eat!" and left the scene. That's my girl!
Ok, so of all the people I could get a text from in the middle of the night, I got one from my ex, Josh Rutland (we were dating for about a year and two months before i broke up with him. It was too serious). His story was that his phone got in an accident and it broke and he stole a new phone (a week and a half later) and he missed me so much. So as we were catching up, he begs for me back. I honestly love him, but I'm 16 years old and I haven't even had a taste of the "college life" that I've been waiting for because I'm still a Sophmore in high school. He talks to me like I'm 35 and I can support myself. Actually, he says he'll support me and take care of me and I'll never have to feel alone and there will be no money issue. He wants me to be his trophy wife or something. No! A Gold digger! HAHAHA!!! Like he actually has that kind of money.
But that's not the point I'm making. I think Josh would be happier without me. Thoughout our relationship, I've felt like i just abused the fuck out of him, and that's not fair. I want him to be happy, and happy isn't with me. I came to terms with that when I didn't talk to him for almost 2 weeks. I moved on, and it's about time I let him do the same. Shame, because we would have made wonderful babies (half joking).
Thinking about it all, what is marriage? I see my parents fight all the time. That can't be happiness, and if it is, I want to be single for the rest of my life. I don't (fuck people, stop texting me when I'm writing a blog!) want to be with the same guy all my life unless I'm, like 35 with kids, then I understand. I'm a social butterfly, I like new people, I like to try new things and be able to have whatever I want. Have you read Brave New World? They are free to have sex with whoever they want, whenever they want, and they take soma holidays, which is like getting really fucked up high. Doesn't that sound like something you would like?
Maybe I'm crazy, I mean, why would someone like me who hasn't had barely any sex like it and want it so much? Well, to be honest, I don't. I just H-A-T-E the idea that we have to settle down with one person. I H-A-T-E the concept pf falling in love and getting married. I want to have kids, sure, but I also don't want to pick a guy and stay with him forever. I would like to get married, but only if we were to have an open marriage or something. What if I go to a party when I'm 29 and there's a really hot person there and they wanna "try me" (as Brave New World would put it). Well, I would like the choice to do it or not.
That's what it all comes down to: Choice. I want to chose, not have some moral code eating at my conscience saying that I shouldn't this and I shouldn't that. We should ALWAYS have a choice. Falling in love, being in a relationship, that doesn't give you much choice. Maybe I'm weird, maybe I'm wrong. But maybe, just maybe, I'm right in a way too?
Relationship status: Remaining Free!
Birthday: 9/25
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Sunday, May 9, 2010
When is enough really enough?
So, there's a man I like very much, Anthony Wardlaw, and he lied about having a girlfriend! Should I trust him? Yeah, I'm not so sure either, so we're still just friends like we have always been, and he has a lot to prove to me if he wants to be with me, if it was true he wanted to be. I don't think I can trust him in a relationship anyways, considering he has a girlfriend and lied about it. I'm not counting on us ever being together anyways; the man LIED about having a GIRLFRIEND! Men always just want one thing. He has alot to prove if he actually wants to be with me (yes, that was a bit redundant...), but how will I know it's not a lie? See, I don't! He fucked up his chances HAHAHAHAHA!!!! Should I date him later when he makes up for the sweet lies and the broken promises?
Right now, I don't think so! But he's still my friend against Lauren Mikeska's will. "Make him suffer, bitch!" she would say. "He has to beg for your forgiveness!" I love that girl.
So yesterday I went for a walk and Anthony (of all people that could have texted me to do something stupid that I know will end badly somehow) asked me to meet him at Sports Clips. I was in the back of the next neighbourhood (more than half way there. I think) when i got a text from Step Dad saying I had to go home because we were going to the movies. Damn, I didn't get my apology in person. Not that I care that much, he lied to me. He'll be saying sorry for the rest of his life if we're still friends that long. And if he's really that sorry.
We did talk most of the night though, and his apology was very sweet, but I'm not falling in that trap again. He says he loves me (probably as a friend, since he DOES have a girlfriend as far as i know). I just said "love you too" and moved on to the next conversation. I didn't want to talk about it anymore. I felt the hurt coming back.
Since I went to the movies yesterday, here's my amature review:
Iron Man 2: This movie picks up right where the other one ended, only we find out Tony Stark is dying. Basic plot: He has to defeat some super smart Russian guy who's father used to work for Tony's father. On top of that, he has to find a new element or combination of elements that wont kill him. Does he defeat the Russian guy to save his city? Does he find that magic element or compound that won't kill him? Watch and find out! Rate 3 1/2 out of 4 stars for great action and great humour.
Kick-Ass: This isn't a great stoner movie, but it IS a great movie. It's about a loser who wants to be a super hero and get the girl. Now, the twist is Big Daddy, and he wants to kill this big CEO man for what he has done. He trains his daughter to be a big crime fighter as well, she's Hit Girl, and trust me, you'll L-O-V-E her! Does Kick-Ass win the girl? Does Kick-Ass get his ass kicked? Does Big Daddy and Hit Girl get revenge? Find out! Rate 4 out of 5 stars for unneccessary cursing and insane violence. (Yes, I am aware that I used a different Star ratio. Taht's my perogative)
Relationship status: Still Single
Birthday: September 25 (Save the date :D)
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Right now, I don't think so! But he's still my friend against Lauren Mikeska's will. "Make him suffer, bitch!" she would say. "He has to beg for your forgiveness!" I love that girl.
So yesterday I went for a walk and Anthony (of all people that could have texted me to do something stupid that I know will end badly somehow) asked me to meet him at Sports Clips. I was in the back of the next neighbourhood (more than half way there. I think) when i got a text from Step Dad saying I had to go home because we were going to the movies. Damn, I didn't get my apology in person. Not that I care that much, he lied to me. He'll be saying sorry for the rest of his life if we're still friends that long. And if he's really that sorry.
We did talk most of the night though, and his apology was very sweet, but I'm not falling in that trap again. He says he loves me (probably as a friend, since he DOES have a girlfriend as far as i know). I just said "love you too" and moved on to the next conversation. I didn't want to talk about it anymore. I felt the hurt coming back.
Since I went to the movies yesterday, here's my amature review:
Iron Man 2: This movie picks up right where the other one ended, only we find out Tony Stark is dying. Basic plot: He has to defeat some super smart Russian guy who's father used to work for Tony's father. On top of that, he has to find a new element or combination of elements that wont kill him. Does he defeat the Russian guy to save his city? Does he find that magic element or compound that won't kill him? Watch and find out! Rate 3 1/2 out of 4 stars for great action and great humour.
Kick-Ass: This isn't a great stoner movie, but it IS a great movie. It's about a loser who wants to be a super hero and get the girl. Now, the twist is Big Daddy, and he wants to kill this big CEO man for what he has done. He trains his daughter to be a big crime fighter as well, she's Hit Girl, and trust me, you'll L-O-V-E her! Does Kick-Ass win the girl? Does Kick-Ass get his ass kicked? Does Big Daddy and Hit Girl get revenge? Find out! Rate 4 out of 5 stars for unneccessary cursing and insane violence. (Yes, I am aware that I used a different Star ratio. Taht's my perogative)
Relationship status: Still Single
Birthday: September 25 (Save the date :D)
Contact me with any News or Gossip at Pearland High School!
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Saturday, May 8, 2010
About a Girl Like Me...
For my first blog post, I have decided that maybe you should get to know me, and ironically i guess, there was plenty of drama in the last couple days. I'll start with myself: I'm a strong female, and i dont like to see my friends get fucked around with. That said, you dont fuck with me either. I don't take any shit from anyone because too many people took advantage of my kindness.
5/5/10: Saw Grey Shannon with his ugly girlfriend, Misty in the Commons. I decided to give him a taste of what he did to my best friend Lauren Mikeska. In the end of it all, nothing happened, and I think Misty's face was more sunken in than usual. Desperate men go for desperate woman.
The rest of the day, i was really pissed off and I took a practice AP exam for World History. By the middle of the second essay, I was cursing all over the place. "Fuck you and fuck this test!" Then a text from Mother: call your grandma when you finish, Mike and I are at the Dynamo game. "What a bitch!" then everyone stared at me.... "Sorry, it was my mom, she's at a soccer game and I'm stressed out....?" Then went outside to yell. Tejas Dave and his dad stared at me like i was possessed by deamons. That made my day...
5/6/10: This morning I did tell Grey something. "If you and your girlfriend are so happy together, why do you ask other girls for nude pictures"
"I don't," he says. Bullshit, I have great sources.
"Yeah, you do, and you're lying."
"I'm not lying," he denies again.
"Yes you are! Just admit it!"
"Well, if she sent the pictures, that's slutty on her part," Misty cuts in. I gave her this death glare. She's lucky I'm trying to go to a private college and i cant get suspended. Bitch looked ugly today.
"She's not a slut!" I yell at Misty. "Just admit what you did," I told Grey.
"I didn't do that, now go away."
"Let's stop acting like third graders and astart acting like high schoolers," Misty added. Bitch. Bitch. Bitch.
"You fucked up!" I told Grey as I bumped past him. I could murder him.
In other news, I turned in the letter to start a Gay-Straight Alliance at school. I hope it works.
5/7/10: It was a good day actually, I was going to sleepover Courtney Simmons' house, but in the end that didn't work. I was really pissed off then, but now I'm ok with it. There's not much you can do when she has a date.
Later, I caught Anthony Wardlaw in a lie. Dickhead tried to cover it up. This proves all men are the same, no matter how old they are. Bastard is lucky I'm still his friend. Lying to me is a no no.
Threewayed with Lauren Mikeska and her boyfriend Cody Jackson that night to bitch about it. I must say, that was quite fun. In the end, I went to sleep with a smile on my face, even if Cody was crying before he hung up. Poor kid, I'm glad Lauren was there to help.
5/8/10: Just woke up and started a blog(: They will be more day by day than this one, promise!
Relationship status: Single
Birthday: September 25
Contact me with any News or Gossip at Pearland High School!
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5/5/10: Saw Grey Shannon with his ugly girlfriend, Misty in the Commons. I decided to give him a taste of what he did to my best friend Lauren Mikeska. In the end of it all, nothing happened, and I think Misty's face was more sunken in than usual. Desperate men go for desperate woman.
The rest of the day, i was really pissed off and I took a practice AP exam for World History. By the middle of the second essay, I was cursing all over the place. "Fuck you and fuck this test!" Then a text from Mother: call your grandma when you finish, Mike and I are at the Dynamo game. "What a bitch!" then everyone stared at me.... "Sorry, it was my mom, she's at a soccer game and I'm stressed out....?" Then went outside to yell. Tejas Dave and his dad stared at me like i was possessed by deamons. That made my day...
5/6/10: This morning I did tell Grey something. "If you and your girlfriend are so happy together, why do you ask other girls for nude pictures"
"I don't," he says. Bullshit, I have great sources.
"Yeah, you do, and you're lying."
"I'm not lying," he denies again.
"Yes you are! Just admit it!"
"Well, if she sent the pictures, that's slutty on her part," Misty cuts in. I gave her this death glare. She's lucky I'm trying to go to a private college and i cant get suspended. Bitch looked ugly today.
"She's not a slut!" I yell at Misty. "Just admit what you did," I told Grey.
"I didn't do that, now go away."
"Let's stop acting like third graders and astart acting like high schoolers," Misty added. Bitch. Bitch. Bitch.
"You fucked up!" I told Grey as I bumped past him. I could murder him.
In other news, I turned in the letter to start a Gay-Straight Alliance at school. I hope it works.
5/7/10: It was a good day actually, I was going to sleepover Courtney Simmons' house, but in the end that didn't work. I was really pissed off then, but now I'm ok with it. There's not much you can do when she has a date.
Later, I caught Anthony Wardlaw in a lie. Dickhead tried to cover it up. This proves all men are the same, no matter how old they are. Bastard is lucky I'm still his friend. Lying to me is a no no.
Threewayed with Lauren Mikeska and her boyfriend Cody Jackson that night to bitch about it. I must say, that was quite fun. In the end, I went to sleep with a smile on my face, even if Cody was crying before he hung up. Poor kid, I'm glad Lauren was there to help.
5/8/10: Just woke up and started a blog(: They will be more day by day than this one, promise!
Relationship status: Single
Birthday: September 25
Contact me with any News or Gossip at Pearland High School!
E-mail: cookiekid93@yahoo.com
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